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sun?
[info]chikaru_jei

my comp is still dead...will have to wait til i go to aus only send it to doctor...i cant live without my comp since my tv got fried and still not fix yet

recently, i went play pool with my friend again, the first 2 rounds i played better than her and at the last 2 rounds she kicked my ass easily. i dunno why when i aimed i cant play well and when i dont aim i get points easier^^"

anyway, not using my comp so better stop blabbing...

just made my band ranking by the way, just the top 3:
1. DIR EN GREY
2. GIRUGAMESH
3. D'ESPAIRSRAY (least i can say for now)

p.s: i'm getting gazette new dvd, hope to watch it before i go aus


(no subject)
sun?
[info]chikaru_jei

guess my computer really slowly eaten up by the vicious viruses inside...

i can't even go check my mails now...yahoo...google....none
access denied
but i cannot re-format my comp now coz without my comp i will be very boring...my life depend on it...til my tv comes back (and its not back yet)


(no subject)
sun?
[info]chikaru_jei

sorry...i disappear again^^;

anyway...i won't be here for while...so no update from me too
just to let you know that i'm still alive and i didnt went to spa^^


girugamesh!!
sun?
[info]chikaru_jei

finally i received my copy of girugamesh new release Volcano...its really worth waiting for a week for it!

i like the PV very very much...its simple and thats kinda like the whole point^^ and that song doesnt sound like its composed by Ryo at all, at first i thought it was by Nii...then when i saw the credits above the lyric...i was shocked...Satoshi vocal sounds quite different from all the previous release as well...very impressive and i just downloaded the rip, i need it for my ipod...and lyrics wised, Satoshi wrote something quite different as well...unlike the usual war songs or anti social stuffs (lolz)

next will be i'll be buying the new d'espairsRay album as well...which will be out next month...few days before my birthday^^ i really like their latest single -- Squall...i like it when they have slower song in their single...now that i realized i have problems with bands who dont have a slow song in their release...slow song is when i can judge on the vocalist...of course fast song goes with every mood in my life but slow song always give me a very sentimental feeling...as if i'm drowning into somewhere else again

i'd been spending alot of time online to search for new music, i guess i have never thought of listening to more music = spending more money. for example now i'm listening to MUCC - Libra single...and i really like it especially the verse part and the music is great too...so next thing in my mind is i think i'm gonna buy the album. then here goes all my money...and so my friend told me that too^^"

me : i'm listening to alot of music lately
YJ  : so?
me : few of them are very nice^^
YJ  : i still dont care -_-
me : i think i'm buying their album^^
YJ  : -_-
me : *counting money* wait...wait...i guess i really spend all my money and time on music...am i?
YJ  : -_-" slow.......


quick update!!
sun?
[info]chikaru_jei
just another quick update...

i've just re-united all 3 accounts that i have under myself...
there are few reason why i decided to close the other 2 accounts of mine...

1. i found a way to manage all my communities
2. i think its quite stupid to seperate up everything since its just me, as an individual, so one person one soul^^
3. its easier for me to check all my friends' journals
4. somehow someone in my family is reading my journal [info]strangeppland i do not appreciate being spy and then being discuss as well, is my freedom to do what i wanna do 

thats all for noe^^

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sun?
[info]chikaru_jei
just a quick update of what i'd listened this whole week...surprisingly i still have time to go online and sniffed around? trust me, when it comes to music, i'll bang down any wall in front of me^^

well...i did not find any new music, in fact i dedicated my whole week downloading diru's amakuchi series (actually what the heck are those? fanvid?) 

i think i downloaded existtrace stuff, not quite what the hell i downloaded tho, since i was always in a rush...but now everything will go back to normal again (i hope so^^)

(no subject)
sun?
[info]chikaru_jei
i never thought that there will be a day i'll be so busy listening around to a bunch of bands/singers/whatever that i will not listen to in the past... but now i'm listening to a lot of music, i want to listen more...its not that i'm bored of what i'm listening to, its just that i just realized that music is the best thing in the world

and well...the latest CD i had bought so far will be Secret Garden - The Earth Songs

and its very very very very very nice...i cried listening to a few tracks in it because i was moody but now i'm ok and busy^^

(no subject)
sun?
[info]chikaru_jei
who would have thought that once i post in Diru's official bbs and chat up with a Chinese girl there will end being my friend for years...when i first chat up with her, she was still in high school and now she is in university already^^

time flow fast~

anyway please dont call me crazy for downloading diru new album even if i will get it within a week time and i still don't wanna wait 
of course i'm still looking forward for the cd since i'm getting the limited edition and i wont be downloading the bonus tracks^^

note: wonder if [info]silent_cypher [info]wickedlust are still going for the mini jrock gigs since it start out so late[Unknown LJ tag]

just an announcement
sun?
[info]chikaru_jei

to all my friends who are reading my lj

i would like to inform you that at the moment i have 3 lj accounts in total to manage and split up all the communities i'm in...

this journal will be about the music i'm listening to (all the entertainment stuffs)
my second account [info]tobejei will be about my life
and my third account [info]strangeppl will be my Broadcasting Blasting Section (but at the moment its still empty)

~the end~

note: you dont have to add my other lj if you are not interested...


(no subject)
sun?
[info]chikaru_jei
i cannot believe this!!

Diru's latest album had been uploaded for download...(i didnt download resisting temptation)
i wonder since when their management are so generous allowing such thing to fly around online
BUT...
i dont think there is a law here either
OR ELSE 
life will be boring^^

(no subject)
sun?
[info]chikaru_jei
HAPPY 10TH YEAR ANNIVERSARY DIR EN GREY!!

i'm gonna eat cake tomorrow as a celebration for them^^ (i dont think i have the money for the moment^^")

and check out their ohp under new release, they have some short streaming for few of the tracks in the album...please tell me if i'm wrong, i think ryojoku sound a litte different from the single version but i have no idea whats the different.

am i bored?
sun?
[info]chikaru_jei
i think i'm really too bored...
i actually read through the whole 16 pre-release reviews here for dir next coming album Marrow of the Bone
only one thing i gotta say...i'm looking forward for the new album, and i'm surprise that there are so many english title in the album (i wish there are more japanese title but who cares)

i cannot deny that i really like to listen to Shokubeni (Vulgar), i love the lyric...it has something to do with children song "kagomekogome", if i didnt watch Tactic (anime) i guess i'll missed that out^^"

how long kyo never write any full japanese lyric? i miss kasumi now 

and something about Girugamesh, i just learned that Shuu is the one who picked the album titled " 13's reborn"

-oz-
sun?
[info]chikaru_jei
its the 1st time ever that YJ will like any song (esp jrock) i'm listening to...
i'm really glad she likes Azalea by -OZ- coz i like it very very much too, i'll have to burn it for her later along with the 2001 musical album and i think i owed my eldest sis a Hamasaki Ayumi's compilation album too...surprisingly that my sis will wanna listen to any jap songs...and she was telling me for months that she wants to sqeeze out some time to learn which i dont think it will ever happen, she has family like 2 kids and work to do. but i rather she go learn in a proper institute than forcing me to teach her, i'm a bad sensei and she is a bad gakusei, i'm being so impatient that i was worrying that i might accidentally kill her during the learning session, and she is so forgetful that everything i taught her in a day she forgot it in a minute...so whose fault?

agitated scream of maggots- dir en grey
sun?
[info]chikaru_jei
honestly i dislike this song...
i think kyo shout too much and sing too less,i miss his voice very very much...

earlier i was being asked a question by a friend of mine, she wants to know if i will still be a dir fan if their future release are all gonna be like ASOM...i didnt gave her a direct answer, all i can tell her is i will tell her after i heard their coming album. (i'm looking forward for the accoustic version thing)

and well...to all my friends here...
i'm sorry that i didnt updated anything recently, i'm suffering from internet phobia at the moment, but i'll try my best to cure it and come online more often^^

(no subject)
sun?
[info]chikaru_jei

hell...

firstly, i had been sick for 2~3 weeks, one of the reasons that i didnt came online to check mail or update anything...then i got a little lazy, maybe because i lost the habit to check my mail everyday...later i'll blame this to the beautiful weather of malaysia, it's been raining on the time when i felt like going online...

but now i'm trying to online as much as possible since i guess i really missed out a lot of fun lately. and since i have 3 lj accounts and soon will have another blog somewhere else, i guess i'll have to divide up the themes for each and every of my lj...my friend advise me to have one blog writing j-music, one for daily life...so what am i suppose to do with the other 2?

tomorrow will be a very busy day for me i suppose, morning my family will be busy preparing something for my sister child, it's their big day and i'm sure that they will order me around, pick this up and bring that out, those things....then later in the afternoon, i'll have to go to some fun fair which my dad bought some coupons but he forgotten that it's my sister big day = i have to go and spend all the coupons so that he doesnt waste his money buying everything...i just hope that my mom wont be so worry asking my cousins' family to go along, i mean i don't mind if my cousins wanna follow but with their parents around usually = no smoking, i am so not gonna play hide n seek with them!


out of boredom
sun?
[info]chikaru_jei

i know i sound a little insane, i got this from [info]mercilesscult
and so far everything is so accurate til it kinda freak me off
try yours then let me know if it's really accurate^^

- you must tell one person about this game
- Kev is the one that you love
- Glenn is the one you like but can't work out
- you care most about Natalia
- Haruki is the one who knows you very well
- [info]akuma7 is your lucky star
- drain away is the song that match with Kev
- kodou is the song for Glenn
- Ryojoku no ame is the song that tells you most about your mind
- ain't afraid to die is the song telling you how you feel about life

here


i'm bored^^
sun?
[info]chikaru_jei
The Movie Of Your Life Is An Indie Flick

You do things your own way - and it's made for colorful times.
Your life hasn't turned out how anyone expected, thank goodness!

Your best movie matches: Clerks, Garden State, Napoleon Dynamite


Your Boobies' Names Are...

The Blind Melons


You Are 64% Obsessive

You tend to have obsessive thoughts, and sometimes these cross over into your daily life.
While everyone does have a few weird rituals, you have to work to keep yours from taking over your life.


You Are 74% Selfish

You put your own needs first, figuring if you don't take care of yourself, who will?
While this is a good philosophy to have, it wouldn't hurt you to be a tad more giving.


i thought i'll be 100%!!

Your 1950s Name is:

Veronica Renee


at least i know how to pronounce it^^

You Should Be a Dancer

You have a unique combination of grace and athleticism..
Whether you become a salsa dancer or a ballerina, you need to get dancing!


hell...

You are 67% Aries


this somehow surprised me^^

You May Be a Bit Dependent...

You're more than a little preoccupied with being abandoned.
You need a lot of support in your life, at all times.
It's difficult for you to survive on your own...
And you don't reallly think you ever could.


Your Quirk Factor: 72%

You're so quirky, it's hard for you to tell the difference between quirky and normal.
No doubt about it, there's little about you that's "normal" or "average."


Kelly Clarkson Shares Your Taste in Music


See her whole playlist here (iTunes required)


Your Personality Is

Idealist (NF)


You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.
You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.

You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.
Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.

You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.
Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.

In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.

At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.

With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.

As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.

On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.


You Are The Wheel of Fortune

You represent the cycles of life, death, and rebirth.
You embrace change, the the ups and downs of life.
Fate is something you accept, even when you could possibly change things.
Big things tend to happen to you more than other people.

Your fortune:

Something huge is about to happen in your life, and you have little control over it.
You must accept your destiny, but luckily it is good fortune that has come your way.
Big things and big changes are about to come your way.
And while things will be intense for a while, they will be followed by a period of rest.


Your Stripper Song Is

I'm a Slave 4 U by Britney Spears

"I'm a slave for you. I cannot hold it; I cannot control it.
I'm a slave for you. I won't deny it; I'm not trying to hide it."

You may seem shy, but you can let your wild side out when you want to!


god bless me

Your Hawaiian Name is:

Mily Alohilani


You Are 60% Control Freak

Generally, you are in control but not a control freak. You life is usually in order.
However, sometimes you get too obsessed with making everything in your life picture perfect.


Your Famous Last Words Will Be:

"I dunno, press the button and find out."

(no subject)
sun?
[info]chikaru_jei

now i'm glad that i have this phone even if it doesnt have such thing called bluetooth...well, at least i can make this new userpic of mine lolz...^^ i might be changing phone later, but i'll not throw this phone away, i'll just put in my sim card to the new phone and this one will have another prepaid number when i get my new phone^^


new record^^
sun?
[info]chikaru_jei
i realized that my record is kinda high^^

highest record of chit-chatting with natalia: 19hours
highest record of drinking shooter: 23 glasses 
highest record of sleeping: 12 hours
highest record on the phone with friend: 7hours
highest record sitting in front of computer: 12hours
highest record of writing diary: 29 pages
highest record of eating: 7meals in a day
highest record of staying outside of home: 12hours
highest record of playing online games: 4hours

and i just remembered about something i did when i was young too...around less than 9 years old...i used to like to play with pot (cooking pot) near staircase, then one night i forgot how, maybe i was too into my game, i fell from the stairs then i had that rubber thing on my hand for around a month, later i never play with pot near high places anymore^^

(no subject)
sun?
[info]chikaru_jei
i'm feeling really disgusted by ice cream now...
i ate too much i guess...
i don't think i'm gonna take ice cream for 3 months and i officially remove ice cream from the list of my favourite foods now!!

yesterday (?) 15th July is the closing day of the cafe i always hang in whenever i go to subang, hell...it closed down and the supervisor promise us that it'll be re open probably by the end of the year in don't know where...so...
so natalia and i went to the cafe again and since we are one of the regulars that at least hang there once a week...they served us specially...all foods and drinks free...
that included ice cream...so i guess we ate too much, no...we didnt get stomachache or anything like food poison but i just feel gross^^

after watching the ryojoku no ame clip again just now, i think die really remove his tattoo...but hell....the clip is like some old english movie to me, so i might see it wrongly...which i really hope so...
and did i mentioned that i have been thinking of having a tattoo for 5 years? and i'm STILL thinking about it^^"
i didnt wanna do something that i'll regret later in future and my parents...another problem, i know what they will think about it if they found out that i have one, not about dir en grey, they might think i have some gangster friends outside, you know bad influence kinda things...

i don't think my parents are still thinking that dir en grey cause me brain damaged but i'm sure that they caused my ear damage as i continue listen to their songs in loud volume that my hearing got a little problem now, and natalia and i have been talking as if we are in club^^"

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